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February 2024 update

Still daydreaming about being a girl. I wish I could actually be one of the dirty middle aged cock whores that I wank over so much. How I envy their femininity - they must work so hard to make themselves attractive. I need to get down to the London clubs again. I see her at the bar. She's maybe 40s/50s hard to tell, well dressed, obviously takes car of herself. My cock starts to harden. She notices me looking and smiles as our eyes meet. Oh yes, she's hot alright and she's giving me the come-on. I "casually" walk over ( well as casual as you can with your cock bursting out of your trousers).

"Hi there, I'm Annabelle" she says. They always have a name which matches their personality - posh hot tottie in this case. I offer to buy her a drink but she says " Lets not waste time dear, we both know what we're here for" as she moves in closer. I'm intoxicated by her classy perfume as she moves her lipsticked lips towards mine. We kiss openmouthed, her tongue erotically darting around mine. Is that semen I can taste ? Do I care ? I'm on autopilot now as we snog intensely. Then her perfectly manicured hands push my shoulders down as she says " I have a little something I'd like you to take care of". I'm on my knees in a club in front of girl I've only just met as she lifts her skirt to reveal the not-so-little something. "Suck it baby" she says as I eagerly lick the precum from the tip. The other girls move to make space - and get a better view - it's that sort of club...

October 2023 update
I suppose it was inevitable that I'd start to fantasise about actually being one of the MILF crossdressers I now spend most of my day wanking over. I've had my cock and balls etc waxed a few times now and I love the hairless feeling. Maybe I should just get waxed all over and experience the thrill of pulling stockings up my bare legs, slipping on some tiny lace panties, a skirt that's far too short and a low cut top exposing a bare back and shoulders. I'd have an expert makeover session and wig fitting to make me suitably desirable but tarty and then I'd totter along on my fuck-me heels to a club.

Oh the power ! Having guys look at me and want me. They're "straight" guys and they know that I don't look "quite right" but their cocks are already doing the thinking for them - "she's hot in this light and she wants it, after all - any hole is a goal " they rationalize.
Sadly for them, a wet patch in their pants is all they will get from me tonight. I'm not quite a total cock-whore yet and I want to make the most of being a CD lesbian first. I kiss another gurl, our lipsticked lips come together and then slightly apart as our tongues play together. Our panties are soaked with precum as we continue to snog with the pleasure enhanced by the knowlege we're being closely watched. A guy nearby groans as he involuntarily shoots his load. This is such a great night...

April 2023 update
Girls without cocks are getting less and less attractive to me. Every day I crave girl cock of all varieties from fully fledged transgirls through dirty middle aged crossdressing cocksuckers to pretty little femboys. I wank throughout the day imagining eating their holes, fucking them bareback, sucking their cocks and tasting their sweet cum and being filled with hot loads of girl spunk.

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Normal guy who is now addicted to cocks in frocks.

I started wanking over "straight" porn - you know the stuff - girls being fucked by one or more guys or lezzing it with other girls.

Then one day I "accidentally" clicked on shemale porn - just out of curiosity of course and discovered the delights of chicks with dicks. And that's still "normal" these days isn't it - just because a woman wasn't born a woman doesn't make her any less of a woman. But for me it hasn't stopped there - an erect penis sticking out of panties now excites me far more than a boring old pussy. These days I rarely look at "ciswomen". I'd far rather wank over gorgeous shemales, sexy young femboys and horny crossdressers. I went to London before Covid and had an unbelievable time at Sweet Wednesday, Legs800 and Ted's Place.

Ambitions

Receive an anal creampie from Venus Lux - just love the way her cock twitches as she gives a guy her load.

Receive another anal creampie from Yasmin Lee - her voice is such a turn on and I love the way she tells her guys to clench and grip her gorgeous cock.

I'm increasingly attracted to "MILF" crossdressers - you gurls are amazing - and I'd love to be feminized and take part in group lezzie sex - it looks sooooo exciting.

July 2022 - thinking more and more about being bred by a girl cock.

Sept 2022 - Nearly every day I wank over crossdresser porn - my latest theory is that "mature" crossdressers are more attractive than most real women of the same age because they make so much effort to look good - and nearly all gurls know how to properly appreciate an erect cock- licking ,sucking, caressing - so sensual.

Feb 2023 - I think I'd definitely enjoy a sexy encounter with a cute asian femboy - does that make me "gay" ? Who cares ? I'd be too busy tonguing their tight holes and gently sucking those gorgeous penises until I'm rewarded with a mouthful of delicious semen.